I spent my labourious 12 year in Kathmandu. Just over 12 years ago I moved from remote village (Chhatiwan-4, Makawanpur) to search some opertunity to sustain myself. I’ve never written a single paragraph about those years.
Yet it’s never that easy to sustain myself in Kathmandu. Even though people with good intentions act as if those years never existed. But I don’t blame anybody because I’ve tried to forget those years too on many occasions. Time heals most wounds. I learned to trust persons. I gained friends who gave me Most important and opertunity, I learned to love people again. Never underestimate the sheer strength of the human heart.
For years I felt isolated and lonely. Lonely isn’t a topic one brings up among friends watching SportsCenter. It’s a "black cloud" topic. It was difficult to admit that I had failed at the very decision I’d been taught was the most important one I’d ever make.
I lived Chhauni Kathmandu. started little job in plastic industry . I didn’t have friends or family to share my feelings. I had to pick myself up and get on with my life. That’s a valuable skill for me. so I proud for me too.
They are a simple and first part of my life in Kathmandu. That struggle period moving to Seattle and working for some of the reputed company for me. I contact with academic persons. And they put me in a position where I was lucky enough to meet…………….
Yes, I have so many memories I’d prefer to forget to my mind, cann't. I think with the bad comes good. Even when it’s hard to find under a pile of mixed emotions of my life in Kathmandu.
That’s how life works. I no longer look back at those years as a miserable slice of life I’d soon forget. It was a time of growth, pain, learning, and humility.
All of which are worth keeping…………………
Yet it’s never that easy to sustain myself in Kathmandu. Even though people with good intentions act as if those years never existed. But I don’t blame anybody because I’ve tried to forget those years too on many occasions. Time heals most wounds. I learned to trust persons. I gained friends who gave me Most important and opertunity, I learned to love people again. Never underestimate the sheer strength of the human heart.
For years I felt isolated and lonely. Lonely isn’t a topic one brings up among friends watching SportsCenter. It’s a "black cloud" topic. It was difficult to admit that I had failed at the very decision I’d been taught was the most important one I’d ever make.
I lived Chhauni Kathmandu. started little job in plastic industry . I didn’t have friends or family to share my feelings. I had to pick myself up and get on with my life. That’s a valuable skill for me. so I proud for me too.
They are a simple and first part of my life in Kathmandu. That struggle period moving to Seattle and working for some of the reputed company for me. I contact with academic persons. And they put me in a position where I was lucky enough to meet…………….
Yes, I have so many memories I’d prefer to forget to my mind, cann't. I think with the bad comes good. Even when it’s hard to find under a pile of mixed emotions of my life in Kathmandu.
That’s how life works. I no longer look back at those years as a miserable slice of life I’d soon forget. It was a time of growth, pain, learning, and humility.
All of which are worth keeping…………………
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